A development executive at the cheap-ass major cable channel I work for took a meeting with me yesterday. I asked for the meeting because I had one of those “why the fuck not” moments that happen a lot here in L.A. I’m stuck in my car, traffic is slow, thinking about my life. I have had this idea for a reality show and have been tossing it around with friends for weeks. That particular day, I decided it was about time I did something with the idea. I wrote an email to a certain fabulous, does not look her age, pretty exec that I’ve been small-talking for the past year. She agreed, though she wanted it to be on the DL. She could lose her job for listening to an idea that hadn’t gone through the proper channels. Of course, I ran around and told anyone who would listen. Never trust me to keep a secret. So, I met with her yesterday and she loved it. She asked me to write a proposal and register it with the WGA. She wanted to email it to someone she thought would like it. I did just that and e-mailed it to her today. No answer. I’ll keep u posted.

small aside: everyone has a fucking opinion and has nothing to back it up in this town. I showed the proposal to some co-workers before I mailed it to her. One in particular pissed me off. the background: total short asshole, good education, bad stutter, thinks he’s cooler that he really is, deep down within is a good guy, but his napolean complex gets the better of him, had way too much stupid shit to say just because he needed to say something. motherfucker needs to actually create something and write something good, then tell me what the fuck to do with my work. oh, yeah, if you don’t know what a fucking logline is (most people don’t) you better axe somebody. George Lopez show-loving fool. and no, I will never take you on with me if I get the job at The George Lopez Show. Fuck you.

Why am I the only one not interested in a threesome? Last nite, a guy who I used to hook up with and has a small prick proposed we should do a threesome. I said no. I’ve never wanted or fantacised about doing one. Then today, my ambiguosly straight cubicle neighbor began talking about it and said all straight men want one. Then, I just got off the phone with a good female friend and she told me she wants to do one. Am I the only person in the world that’s not into threesomes? First, I have enuff problems keeping my fat ass looking good during sex with one person. The multiple angles of a threesome would take some real fuckin work on my part. Second, there’s way too much drama. “you didn’t suck my dick as long as you sucked his dick. i felt like the third wheel when you two were going at it.” “You like him more than me.” “Guess I’m not enuff if we need to bring in someone else.” Yeah, i have issues.

My girlfriend, mentioned above re: threesomes, called originally to tell me about her blind date with some guy. She went out with him and decided it wasn’t for her and it’s over. Been talking/emailing three different guys, but haven’t met them. Her story inspired me. I need to just meet them and get it over with. Again, I’ll keep u posted.

Tonight I watched:
Will and Grace
Kept
Strip Search